K3DC and all memories that left behind

lately, my day is just full of debate training. almost all of my life spent there and i still have campus things to be done soon. but actually because all of those debating train itself, i miss my high school debate. i miss every single moment that i have been done there. been there, done there. and nothing to worry, my junior just give a proud for me. lots of trophies and good name. but still i can't be as good as them. so thanks to Farid Hamka, Alice Chloe and Yurico Mandali for those things. i envy you all guys. because i don't ever give lots of trophies like you guys did. well, i really miss my relax moment before competition. without all of this stupid tense before IVED 2010. yeah, too much pressure here. too much burden that i have to bear. but i have to and i can. i believe in myself. but i really miss those moments. when i skip the class, go to library, searching for matters upon the motions and the end my debate period i train my junior by my self, not at all actually. but yes i have done train someone before. they become such a solid team. but my deed just don't feed them. but their coach do. and i do believe, they can take another trophy for my, school's and their proud.

i am sorry if did something wrong to you guys. because i feel like, you don't need me, but Edward still. but don't worry. no offense. i'm just too envy to confess that i still here as your senior and i willing to help wherever and whenever you need me as your sister. but i don;t hope so much. cause i feel like you guys don;t even need me more as a helpful senior or even sister. you have your own coach (my coach also actually), and you guys are great, greater than me, so you don't need me. well, even though it is quite hard to admit but BYE BYE is the best word that i could say. because you guys don't need me, don't even admit me as one of your ORGANIZATION (i used to belong to that place before) so yeah, BYE BYE.

congrats for every achievement that you guys have got and congrats, yeah that's all.

xoxo

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