if i have to send email to alice cullen

dear alice,
if i were bella swan so i'd like to wrote this email to you..

Hey Alice Cullen, it's me Bella. it was long time ago until i felt all of your family left me here alone at Forks. i'm nothing without you, the Cullens and him. yeah your brother, Edward!

it seems still so empty here. the big hole still here and need someone to close.

i can't really now who will be the one that cure and heal all the wound. i am still searching and discovering that, yes i' ve met him before! my own Edward.

and now i really meet one Edward Cullen. he is hot, as handsome as Greek ancient god, and yet charming. he is so near to me. and everytime i know he is him i felt so happy. but he is only my friend, one of my bestfriends. we smile together, laugh together and singing together.

i still happy with all of this!

but suddenly i also find the Jacob Black.

Jacob Black is warm.
Edward Cullen is cold.

mine also!

Jacob comes with all his warmth.
Edward comes with all his coldness.

what should i do?
should i choose?
but both of them are still friends of mine..

could you see if one of them is really chosen for me?

dear alice,
if i were bella swan so i'd like to wrote that email to you..
thanks for reading..
please reply so i could know the future!!!

xoxo
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