please rain again next time!

i suddenly remember that day's rain. when i felt so excited but cold.
when suddenly our friend gave you an umbrella and asked you to use it with me.

stupidly, i refused!

our friend asked you once again and i still did the same thing, refusing!

then i walked coldly in the middle of icy rain and you also walked but with an umbrella.
our friends called me, hey you! use it! you looked unwell.

then, i agreed!

we were walking together in the middle of icy rain but with an umbrella. i feel warm! *blush*

i clearly remember, you were the one who held the umbrella. sometime you asked me to. but i refused by saying, i don't like using an umbrella. i don't even ever agree to use it with you!

and we were arrived to the place we were walking to. and the rain has stopped.
suddenly i felt very very cold. although the rain has stopped. although we were inside of that building but it was very cold. he was still holding the umbrella until i said, "just leave it here!"

he did what i asked him to do *sweet*

but then he was still so cold and i was happy


and now, i ask to God
dear God, could you please make another rain when he and I are together?
so i could stop refusing
so i could hold the umbrella for him
so i could say, "I'm so happy to use this umbrella together!"

please rain again next time!



xoxo
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